Don't you ever miss me?

I don't know whom to Complain, 
I don't know whom to blame,
Why is my mind playing a games?
Greedy, that is me
For asking a single word from your vocabulary
That somehow encompasses all the words
That I’ve given to you
But in the end
All I received was silence.
In that silence
I longed for the sound of your voice
Reverberating against mine.
I have no idea, what I am going through, 
Just want to get rid of these senseless shits.
Is there any solution, 
to get away from this demolition.?
I write for all the words that
Longs to be heard.

My mind is not in a right place,
Which thought I have crossed over
My family would be left alone
Else I have no reason to live anymore. 

What happened?
Why did I change?
I am not me anymore,
It feels like being pierced,
A big hole in heart.

Are you still sitting inside secretly?
Why are you breaking me mercilessly?
Why can't I replace you?
Whatever I had; I had to sacrificed all for you.

You're still alive in me, 
Is there anyone who can help,
To get me out of this mess,
I am left all alone
I am left harassed. 

You have no idea,
How much life has turned.
I have changed upside down.
I am lost on my own,
Please let me know
What's right and what's wrong?

You forgot me so soon!
I am still waiting for you.
I loved you, unconditionally, 
Maybe I am to blame,
Maybe its my fault.

Even after knowing Everything,
That you will leave me all alone.
I loved you deeply with all my heart,
And hoped we’d never be apart.

I still want you back
How should I describe, 
The hardships I have suffered,
Your memories are yet blurred.

Love, I still wish! I could tell you,
How much you really mean to me.
Please Tell me, Don't you ever miss me?


Who am I, who am I
Who is that I see
Tell me please, tell me please
Is this really me
This face these hands, this heart
This body is tearing me apart 
I write, I write
With no end in sight
Why do I, why do I
Keep telling me to try

Oh please, oh please
Let these memories of you cease

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