I never pretended to love you but I actually did!

The last time we met, 

I begged you to stay by betting on life's roulette 

I cried my heart out in your arms,

But you forgot me as if I was an enchanting charm.

&  I am dying without your presence, 

I couldn't find you anywhere in my life's essence. 

When I need you here, 

To live my life in your seer, 

The luck suddenly disappeared! 

While I am crying and pinning, 

Do you even hear me brooding? 

Your memories have a way to drive me home, 

Tell me what should I do without you in this lone dome? 

I wish you'd hold my hands once again, 

I can let of all of yesteryear's pain! 

For me, love is not child’s play,

With a measured pace

Steady but slow,

I walk away from you

With my heart in tow

Letting emotions take me

Wherever it may go

I never pretended to love you, but I actually did...!